My mom has been commenting about my weight lately, and as much as I believe that I am not getting "fat", I cannot help but feel pressured to lose a few pounds. I can modestly say that I am a small girl thanks to my high metabolism rate. But there are a few parts of my body that I do not feel fit with the rest of my figure.. My mom suggests I drop to 95lbs. This is just a suggestion, and I know that is an unhealthy value for my age, so I am only preparing to drop a few pounds (4 or 5) to get to my desired weight. It is not really about the number that matters to me. I just want a good proportion, and I want to tone and shape up those parts of my body that I do not like.

I always feel weary when I hear about others weight problems and I have a friend who fell into a relapse, therefore I will absolutely try to have a positive and healthy weight goal in mind. I have had an obsession with my weight in the past, so I should know better this time..