Is it possible to dislike society and aspects of humanity so much that one begins to fear it?
--Maybe not to the point of extreme socio-phobia, but perhaps a feeling of loathing when it comes to people or ideals that are expected in society.
From my personal experience, I do loathe certain parts of society. It would probably come out to be a long list of mostly pet peeves, annoyances, or complaints and all have in common the dislike towards society. And when I think about these things or if they somehow come to my attention, I'll feel really tired and find out ways to get out of the situation. Like in those shows or movies when the teacher announces "Pop quiz!" and all the students let out a long groan -- that's how I feel sometimes. I wish I could analyze and explain what is on my mind a bit more but I don't want to sound so hopeless right now. It's not bothering me that much, so maybe I'll try to explain it another day.
Good day. This was
somewhat of a useless entry.
June 07, 2011